Are you drinking to escape reality?
The Happy Sober Podcast (The Stop Drinking Expert) - A podcast by Craig Beck - Wednesdays

Alcohol Offers A Helping Hand... Or So It Seems: Life is tough sometimes and alcohol can seem like a way to duck out of dealing with difficult challenges or situations. However, using alcohol to deal with problems or negative emotions is a bit like using a loan shark to deal with your debt problem. Yes, it kinda works... in the short-term. However, it's fairly easy to see that in the long term this 'solution' is only going to create much more misery than you started with. Alcohol is exact...